wow well my life has had yet another turn around. a friend of mine has passed. not only was he a friend of mine but to anyone he knew. If you knew marco you were considered a friend in his eyes. i didn't know him to well but it is still sad to see a fellow classmate fall and not get up. you feel worthless and useless like theres no reason to live. It brings back memories of donald i hated to see him pass and yet it happens again to another friend. I don;t think God plans these things I think that god is there when they pass to lead them to heaven. but not to put a person to rest that is never the intention. sadness fills the hearts that once knew. The viewing was so sad. He didn't look anything that i remember marco to be. i wanted to scream get upmarco get up but there was no use only God can help us see him now through the eyes of our hearts. remember life is short take risks but don't be stupid. laugh live make friends to help you get through the hard times don't make enemies. don;t hold grudges . hold on to the ones you truly love have a. be close to your parents they are the only one who can show you thier own mistakes they show you the path to living the kind of life you need to have so listen don't be perfect but listen. have faith in everybody even if they put you down because they one day may be the one that can bring you up. we will all see marco in heaven but only if you follow the right path to rightousness.

ok some of you are probably board with my lecture but i been thinking about that all weekend. man i love all you guys who especially care about my life and listen to me whine daily about my life i can see now that that waist time. i need to show taht i can be independent and stand on my own i may trip but that is what you guys are for thanks agian love you guys

Wow i got more comments when i chew ppl put then i do when i just posthah

NE way well yeah Bry I know you decided to print out my post and i know you "tried" to convince everybody that i was an asshole( thank you im glad you like to see what i have to say about you) but you know what they did they all'every single one of them' came up to me and said you know Bry printed out you xanga i said yep and they went    he is so wierd he had no reason to why he was calling you an ass hole so if you feel that you need to print this out then fine because i know who my true friends are and i know tat they have my back and I also have witnesses to what happened and what was said and they all agree w/ me and also this is a freedom of speech so there aint no way that you can press charges so why dont you go read the Bible or something it may "operative word  may" help your life but in your cercustance i dont think it makes any difference. so print thi one out and try to make every think that i am the asshole "just try"

on the other hand hi how are my homies hope yall went to go see our marching contest it was awesome and we got a one we freaken rock yeah the whole thing with alexis and the smiths and the kaelins is driving me insane if you dont know dont ask and if you do know dont tell. ugh ne well english call love and live later  

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